I am home.

Sorry for the hiatus....
I have so much to do for my blog yet too little time.....
When comes to blogging.....
Look at my previous post, it wasn't a recent post but a months ago post > <! so horrible.

I always like to keep my words clear,clean and short.....
Yet today will be an exceptional.

My life could be describe as a roller coaster.Going up and down.....I used to complain about life
Now, there's no more.

A little bit late and I knew it....I am actually a girl who holding more happiness than some people.
When I am sad, he will be always the one who holding back my tear. :)
When I am stuck, friends will never leave me alone, lend me a hand.
In this past years......friends that I met had never failed to amaze me.
My lovely parents who financially supporting me all the way, never hesitate by showing their love to a daughter like me....bear with someone like me, I know is not an easy task.

Few months ago, my parents decided to send to Switzerland for further studies.....
You have no idea how I strong I need to be, take a deep breath and tell myself everything will be fine but I am actually afraid till dead. It was a hard time.
Pretending wouldn't makes thing goes well.A precious lesson.

On mid August, I finally stepped on the Swiss land, Soerenberg.

So this is the beautiful town where I had been stayed for 4 months....as well as the next 2 years.

 I met this awesome girls. Muski, Ade and Katy girl :D Thank god I met you girls in Swiss. I am blessed.:)
Muski- thanks for the babysitting, take so good care of me, be with me when I am lonely, stay with me when i am sad but nothing beats that we do shares a lot of happiness. :D I miss you so much.
Ade-I feel so comfortable with you.Is so great to share things with you.I belief that we have something in common.Remember Mr.Goodwin class? With you,is all good memories.....heart you friend.
Katy-Partner in crime, my best partner ever....cook me something nice next time. Miss your baby!!!

 Kevin Thomas.A person who always bitch about his crapping life for his whole semester to me.Not funny.the freaking whole semester...and story still going on ><!!!! My bitch friend.I love him.

 Jin Wei. Jin Jin.....My first Malaysian sister in Swiss. The one who pampered me a lot, listen to my stories, had good shopping spree with me and the most important  room 108 is always welcome me to make noise....thanks for taking care of me for all these while. :'(  (tears rolling in my eyes)

 Anchit....still my superman....you know why :D...thanks for everything. stay sweet with Ade. You got my support.

 Cipri and Akmal. I guess I am a troublemaker for both of you. Thanks for pampering me, treating me so well.
Thanks Akmal for carrying my super heavy luggage all the way from Luzern to Zurich airport and checking in all and sorry for annoying you all the time but don't slap me.
Cipri!!!You are my saving god.haahhaa.....is so nice to have you as my kid friend. :D

 Alex.Oh is Alex.....see Alex? you must run for your life. But I kind of miss this retards....I miss you.Enjoy your time in greece.See you real soon.

 Codrin,Cipri,Marcell and Bence.
Codrin!!When I first knew him,he was with his water gun and a huge sunglasses hang on his head.Is nice to know him as well.
Marcell.Marcell........shine me up all the time with her stupid smile.I miss him...I miss his laughter.
Bence. Ok!!!!He always call me princess, this makes him special to me.

Jason Kok.Jason!!!Jason!!!!Is so good to have you in Soerenberg. Thanks for everything and pampering me.


Now I am back home. Some of them starting their internship, some on their way home and some are traveling.
I wish everyone of you have a safe flight back home, all the best for your internship and enjoy traveling.....not to forget Merry Christmas in advanced.

During these time, I am shedding my tear and reminiscing all the good times with the awesome people like you. In Switzerland, I never cry for home or being lonely just because you who surrounding me everyday are pampering me and protecting me all the time.Couldn't resist that I am still a little baby who yet to get out from the comfort zone. Even though you guys don't mind to give me a kick whenever I did something wrong or shouted at me for stop being like a baby but ended up you guys still treat me like a baby. Everyday of my day in Soerenberg is not DOOM.

In brief, I would like to thanks to him for being with me everyday and night, sunset to sunrise to prove that MILES APART,TOGETHER AT HEART. I love you. Forever is still not long enough to describe my love to you.I might be silly, might be stubborn but this makes you love me even more.


Your truly,
Miss.Loo

Believe

I am in blessed.
Just feel so glad to have you. :D
much love~~~

Believe
My heart is weak, my soul is deep with words I can speak
But, would you listen, understand or even believe
So I prefer to show you in actions, take you through a journey of my thoughts
So when words are spoken then walls are broken 
and you believe in my love
Because my heart is weak, my soul is deep with words I can speak
Do you believe?





your truly,
Miss Loo

Updated. (switzerland)

Gruezi people~~~
I am here in the beautiful place....
Despite of missing food and baby,babes,darling or whatsoever in my motherland...I am doing great here.

by then~~~cheerio.....
will updates more once I get free...

I won't cry"

I see no reason,
I see no rhyme,
Why have I been left behind
alone to serve the sentence of your crime?

I've been put down and pushed around,
often finding myself on the ground.
I've had to push myself deep inside
and build a wall behind which I can hide,
hoping only too survive.

I see no reason,
I see no Rhyme,
Why have I been left behind
alone to serve the sentence of your crime?
Though my heart still beats and my lungs still breath,
I no longer feel alive.
I've sealed my feelings deep inside,

Now I wont scream and I won't cry tonight............

Your truly,

Miss Loo

Things finally comes to the end.......

Never know it, it will be this way........

Is all unpredictable.

Move on!Move on.....to be survive.

I will keep myself silent.

Silent Tear

Yesterday I
cried a silent tear for fear of losing you
Today I cried a
silent tear because you left my heart behind
Tomorrow I'll
cry a silent tear because I'll be getting over you....




your truly.
Miss Loo

Touch this beautiful land and my heart.

hello....hey.....EVERYBODY out there?I am back.

It took hours for me to admit that I am back home.

:S

Alright so this trip is all about shopping.....

 NARS!!!!!

 Finally!!!Jill Stuart blusher and make up base.

 Bracelets for the month. :/ got myself a little chloe from taiwan! and Juicy bracelet is dirt cheap :) and little G bracelet from my town.

Buy buy buy....it looks still alright here...

I will be back to taiwan soon.XD

will update more once my babes has upload all the pictures. evil laugh*

Your Truly,

Miss Loo

A daughter leaving home

Although she is moving out She'll never be far away She'll always live here with me In my heart each day-My precious darling Hopefully I taught her The right things along the way To help her make the right decisions Each and every day The most important thing That she should know That if things don't work out She always has a place to go Though she no longer lives here This will always be her home The warm and kindest place Her heart has ever known A place where the welcome mat Is always put out A place that she can run to When she's filled with doubt It's so very hard to let her go But I know that I must I have so much faith in her And a world of trust I know she's smart enough To make it on her own It's hard to admit My little girl has finally grown I hope she knows in her heart Just how much I care Because every time she needed me I always tried to be there I hope she knows if life gets tough And she should need a friend That she can always count on me Until the very end It's never very easy Watching someone you love leave I know that I must be strong But silently I'll grieve Someone who's been around Morning, noon and night No longer having her here Just will not seem right But she knows I love her With all of my heart And it's that love That will never let us part By your papa. Papa~ your daughter love you. XD by Ray Hansell

summer day,rainy night

I would sit outside on a sunny day 
Take a deep breath and feel the 
Sweet, crisp summer air passes over 
My tongue and down my airway 
I'd hold it in for a moment in time 
Enjoying the taste and smell of 
The summer air and wishing 
That my life could stop on a dime 
Wishing that I could have that day 
That moment forever enjoying the 
Peaceful tranquility of what god has 
Put forth in such a mysterious way 
As the breeze blew and the leaves 
Rustled in the wind, rain began to 
Fall and the peace of the early day 
Turns to night on what I perceive 
I'd stand up and walk out into the rain 
Watching as the rain falls slowly to me 
I feel the cold droplets run down my face 
This is an image that is drawn within my brain.





Your truly,
Miss Loo

Just want to be cool enough for you.

I dont't know why.....
Are things getting worst?
I dont't know why....
The curiosity never seem go away...
I don't know why......
It just happened this way
I don't know why......
Our destiny doesn't seem go right
I don't know why.....
You make me crazy with no surprise
I don't know why.......
When you smile, I smile too
I don't know why......
I don't know why......

But I know......
It just to sake of being covered up
Is time to love......
Never play hide and seek
Because "it" found you.


till then


Your Truly,
Miss Loo

Say Out loud.

Afraid of leaving.....
Afraid of the time passes with no mercy
Afraid of changing in life
Afraid of being abandon by others
Afraid of the feelings of getting dump
Afraid of speaking out
Afraid of You.
Basically...I am afraid of everything.........
End up...I am not the brave one.... :(

hate rotating.......lazyyyyyyy :)))))



Your truly,
Miss Loo


You know how I feel....... ;-) you must know.

Just like this.

I had been through up and down within this two month....I will wiped off my tears and tell you my story...

The May day.I finally get to meet up with michael sam and nura babe for dinner and of coz bubble tea. Wasn't really remember the date...perhaps a summer day?I had a lots of fun with you guys....make me misses those days a lot but I knew time machine isn't here.

the day had finally come.My pretty escape...wasn't aware that things is going to be changed so much after I came back. D-day :(

Melb said Hi to everyone.You are loved.

Mr.Koala say hello!!! :)

I already missed out your birthday this year...:( please excuse me for another two three years alright?                

The fun that flew away :(

I had missed out babe Javene actual date birthday party too :(
Babe driving volvo wootssss......

Another D-day....decision making day!bad mood.Babe and him cheering me up. :') hugssss...

Another outing with J, brought her for lunch,soft shaved ice and to curve to meet up with daph and jane came by.

Chill at her room before off........

A night movie day with J and her boy....while waiting for him we bought ourself boost and paddington pancake house for supper. :D that night was a joke. Dylan Dog was surprisingly good.

went dinner with hearn,sim and eevon in Little korea...a fun night with korean soju.

Oovoo session is always the best for me to kill times.......a retarded night with WB.Ping Blang~~~you got a best listener awarded by me. be proud.

munched munched munched....thanks dad and mom who got me new camera and ipad white....

went to malacca again with him.....the third or the forth times i guess....

the day after we reached malacca, me,an qi,nura and jia hoe are all invited to celebrate sim's grandpapa 92 birthday dinner. Thanks for the inviting...we had fun

We had an early celebration for nura's birthday on Sunday morning 030711 in king's cafe. Cheese cake is so yummy.....

 rest a bit....brain storming right now!!!

Actual date for babe nura's birthday. :-)

Had our lunch in Ben's then Godiva to chill.

Look at her...loving her patchi so much..

 her pressie from me and An qi....not forget to mention that we saw Marian Counter when we were waiting for nura milk tea. woooowwwww!!!!

Lastly, thanks for being the one who holding my back all the time. :-)

till then....

your truly,

Miss.Loo

=(

Is seeking my way out...

Wordless to describe my feelings....

I feel restless.......

Aimless in life.........

Save me from burning hell anyone?

I wish tomorrow will be a better day.....

my another day will better than yesterday.....

That is all my wish....

I am not greedy anymore......

Cheer me up someone......

Where are you?

Perhaps not my imaginary someone :(

I patiently waiting for you.

Your truly,

Miss Loo

Soledad.

Everything is just out of my control

Feeling like a loser once again....

I made another mistake yesterday..........

Somehow, aren't knowing you are one of my big mistake?

Guess that, I am making things big again and again.

Knowing that's a pit.

I walked pretending not know.....
Walk with my ego....
Now,

I have no strength to hold on my pride anymore.........

It wouldn't with me for long.....

Sometimes,

I walk and walk alone to keep my sanity,

But

"SOLEDAD" kills......
Unless...I kill~

Your Truly,

Miss.Loo

One day,I will be as strong as you do :)

240511

Tick tock tick
Is 5 sharp now
By right, I should be turning on my lullaby......
4 more days to go...just throw a stone.....my pretty escape :)

Last night I had an awesome dream.....
No.It wasn't a dream......
Dream come true :D

A lot to get but too little time....
I need some new clothes for my wardrobe.....
wait....is there any space available?
guess no!!
it means clearance time :D

I will sleep well tonight.


your truly.
Miss Loo

Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

Chorus:

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know

Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back

Chorus:

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

Ahh Ahh,
Ahh Ahh,

Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
***********************************************************************

Another rainy night....

I miss talking to Lunar......

Remember I was still a kid............

The time~

I used to watch Bear in the big blue house

The time~

I used to watch banana in pajamas.....

This is how i spent my childhood time.....

I miss those days....

I miss watching how bear enjoy talking to lunar......

Everything seems like just happened yesterday

Time flies without leaving a footprint

Now I'm grown up......

No longer watching disney channel or cartoon network....

My life turns another way round

One day......

I tried talking to the moon....

What a released.

It actually worked.

I amazed by the moon.

Like giving out some spell

It makes me calmed,by just looking at it

It impressed me so much

I started to share stuff to it

It didn't hide from me,not like human

Stay still, listen to my words and shine me up

How can I not talk to the moon?

Your truly,

Miss Loo

Some days..........

some days i want to live
some days i wish it’s over
some days i long to see
some days i wait to die;

some days i think i am fine
some days i believe i have a problem
some days i am strong
some days i am weak;

some days i am closer to truth
some days it seems far far away
some days i think i understand
some days i am just lost;

some days i just wish
everything would disappear
some days i just hope
you could be near;

some days i have a feeling
one day everything
will be alright
and that day is closer
than ever

I am welcoming dawn soon......morning early birdie...

I am still missing somebody like you at this time. :)

Laugh or not laugh?

A dry laugh will be good enough.

Time to bed.

Your truly,Miss Loo