Soledad.

Everything is just out of my control

Feeling like a loser once again....

I made another mistake yesterday..........

Somehow, aren't knowing you are one of my big mistake?

Guess that, I am making things big again and again.

Knowing that's a pit.

I walked pretending not know.....
Walk with my ego....
Now,

I have no strength to hold on my pride anymore.........

It wouldn't with me for long.....

Sometimes,

I walk and walk alone to keep my sanity,

But

"SOLEDAD" kills......
Unless...I kill~

Your Truly,

Miss.Loo

One day,I will be as strong as you do :)

240511

Tick tock tick
Is 5 sharp now
By right, I should be turning on my lullaby......
4 more days to go...just throw a stone.....my pretty escape :)

Last night I had an awesome dream.....
No.It wasn't a dream......
Dream come true :D

A lot to get but too little time....
I need some new clothes for my wardrobe.....
wait....is there any space available?
guess no!!
it means clearance time :D

I will sleep well tonight.


your truly.
Miss Loo

Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

Chorus:

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know

Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back

Chorus:

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

Ahh Ahh,
Ahh Ahh,

Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
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Another rainy night....

I miss talking to Lunar......

Remember I was still a kid............

The time~

I used to watch Bear in the big blue house

The time~

I used to watch banana in pajamas.....

This is how i spent my childhood time.....

I miss those days....

I miss watching how bear enjoy talking to lunar......

Everything seems like just happened yesterday

Time flies without leaving a footprint

Now I'm grown up......

No longer watching disney channel or cartoon network....

My life turns another way round

One day......

I tried talking to the moon....

What a released.

It actually worked.

I amazed by the moon.

Like giving out some spell

It makes me calmed,by just looking at it

It impressed me so much

I started to share stuff to it

It didn't hide from me,not like human

Stay still, listen to my words and shine me up

How can I not talk to the moon?

Your truly,

Miss Loo

Some days..........

some days i want to live
some days i wish it’s over
some days i long to see
some days i wait to die;

some days i think i am fine
some days i believe i have a problem
some days i am strong
some days i am weak;

some days i am closer to truth
some days it seems far far away
some days i think i understand
some days i am just lost;

some days i just wish
everything would disappear
some days i just hope
you could be near;

some days i have a feeling
one day everything
will be alright
and that day is closer
than ever

I am welcoming dawn soon......morning early birdie...

I am still missing somebody like you at this time. :)

Laugh or not laugh?

A dry laugh will be good enough.

Time to bed.

Your truly,Miss Loo

Incomplete

the grey sky looming above,
rain drops still dripping down
from the pregnant clouds above,
we set out on our journey once again;

around and around we go
in slow circles, moving
to the beat of the thunder
and rain that surrounds us;

as the droplets hit the ground,
shattered realizations lay scattered
reminding me nothing is same
as it seems to be;

as another memory turns to dust
i cut the lifeline that attaches me to the past
and i shove it back into the depths
where nothing will ever bring it back alive;

the rain does nothing to stop our journey,
never forgetting, who we are
we walk these streets of madness,
knowing that,without each-other…..
we are simply incomplete.

Your truly,

Miss loo

Is pouring rain outside.Sometimes.....I loves rain.

S.M.I.L.E

I used to be dream to be who I am.............

and I smile like this.......
In my smile I see happiness.....

Something in my smile speaks to me
And tells me all I need to know
What I hear fills me with glee
My smile tells me she love me so.

Something in my smile can bring out my own
I can do it without even trying............
Somehow,
the truth is.......
I can found my smile no more in real.
So what's hidden beneath?

I am just waiting or the early dawn :)


Your truly,
Miss Loo

My stuff.

Looking at my daily use cosmetics..... some almost half bottle gone....
Before head to restock all the daily needs.....mother asked me to organize all the cosmetic and throw off the unwanted want. :)
With no surprise,I found that I don't have much to be rearrange because I am not a heavy make up person.
My heavy make up life ended after my high school.
So here some stuff I would like to share while I was reorganizing them....
Perhaps you may found something good from what I used.cheer~~~

smash box photo finish color correcting > the green one is for adjust and to reduce redness while the purple is for balancing the tone color of your face :) don't worry is all oil-free.Remember to apply on moisturized or clean skin.

here goes the Translucent loose setting powder from Laura mercier......is a good brand.try it on. XD

This is my favorite brand. Matterial girl@benefit matte-finish setting powder.I used this most of the time.

heard of RMK?their creamy foundation is magic.
the rest~

De feel good,benefit....apply it before you put on foundation or loose powder
it is an invisible refiner blended with vitamin c.It reduce the T-zone oil as well....

Chanel sunlit powder.brush it on the side bone to shape your ideal face-shape or you can even do nose shaping.Magic*

Chanel Sheer Illuminating base...I hardly use this but it smells good.For girl who lazy to put on foundation,sunscreen and all,this is the best choice

I just got this Brows a-go-go,benefit introduced by Jia-nie. brow&eye shaping kit

The pore sessional,benefit-PRO balm to minimize the appearance of pores.Started to use it recently seem I have pores on my face :S

                  Bobbi Brown creamy eye pencil....I used it for eye brow pencil as well....NICE!

Bobbi brown,lancome,benefit,anna sui eye shadows.....mostly are earth color,especially brown in color.I did used Clarin and Dior sometimes but still prefer benefit gel color. :)

Bobbi Brown :D

 Estee lauder eyeliner pencil (brown) and volume and curl mascara!!!I used their mascara since high school.is good. :D

Recent like <3

Lancome,mascara.

Brusher.

Bobbi brown,benefit,stella.

Hope i don't leave out anything.

opppssss.....I used eyebrows coloring from SASA,some japanese brand.

Newly bought today.

KIEHLS.. 

GENTLY EXFOLIATING BODY SCRUB "LAVENDER"with Aloe Vera and Chamomile

This creamy and highly effective body scrub gently,yet effectively exfoliates to remove dead surface skin cells without over-drying.

Calendula Herbal-Extract Toner Alcohol-Free (made with Wholes flowers and pure extracts)

Blue herbal GEL CLEANSER (with salicylic acid and extracts of cinnamon bark and ginger root for oily blemish-prone skin)

I hope it's good.

Your truly,
Miss Loo